i forgive you. for so long, i hated you because all i wanted was to be happy with you. i waited and came back and gave you so many chances hoping that this time would be different. i would have sacrificed anything for you. but in the end i learned that saving you wasn't possible, so at the very least i had to save myself. you were a love like no other for me, an all consuming love that i put everything i had into. ive learned, since then, that you were never capable of loving me to that extent. but i want you to know i forgive you. i release you. i let go of you. its the only way for me to heal these scars and i deserve to heal. goodbye forever.