i thought you were different, i though this one would work out. but instead you turn on me, i fell for you smile, your laugh and the way your face lit up when i just started giggling. i miss talking to you so much, this is my fault for messing things up. none of this is your fault and i hope you don't feel bad at all, i want to tell you so many things. i want to tell you i miss you. but deep down i know i'm doing the right thing, no matter what i did. you never changed and that will always be something i will think about. i hope this world shows you nothing but the beauty of it because that's what you deserve. you may have not treated me the way i wanted, or at least given me a little sense of respect. but i guess this is where we leave all those conversations. i miss you, but this is where it ends for us. so long jackson