Unsent Messages

you did something i thought you’d never have the guts to do. you didn’t talk to me the whole day. it’s something so little but something i never really thought would happen. i’m happy you’re moving on. i’m trying to as well. i’m taking everyday, little by little. i’m not gonna sit here and lie and say i didn’t check my phone for a notification from you today, but i can guarantee that you didn’t do the same for me. i guess i’ll just never be a priority again. i’m just something in the past. your “first love” but you easily tossed me to the side. i get it. i messed up. i just feel like i’m so easily replaced even though you told me countless times i never was when we were together. i really hope this guys the one. i wish you nothing but happiness in your life. maybe one day i’ll see you in person. but if not, give angel and piper some little rubs for me. and tell your mom that i miss jamming out to the piña colada songs and all those oldies that you never liked. i really thought it was us until the very end. but things change i guess. have a good life. i’m contemplating texting you right now, which is probably what i’ll do after this. if anything ever happens to me, never forget that i love you and even though you hurt me and i hurt you, the time we spent together taught me lots of things. i hope you found your happiness within this kid. i love you 224, even if you don’t love me back. i’ll always be rooting for you.