hey micah, it's been a hard night. i cant stop crying. i miss you so much. i keep telling myself it'll get easier but it doesnt. my mind just keeps replaying times when i was with you and i think i would give anything to go back. i just wanna lay with you under the stars again. i wanna hold your hand and lay my head on your shoulder. i wanna tell you i love you a 100000 times because i never did when i actually had the chance. ive never felt this way before and god im so scared, but you make me feel safe. i cant wait to see you again. hold my hand, okay?
