can't you see i'm giving up. can't you see i'm hurting. i love you. i am in love with you. and i know you're not as broken as i am. maybe you just don't understand how relationships work. i am trying so hard and it's literally burning me out. distance is hard. i wish college campus would reopen again so we can meet, then maybe i will feel better. im just fucking getting tired. i feel like it's one way and it's frustrating. you never text me gm or gn first. you text me back hours later and leave me on read. but i dont know what to do because i know you never had a true relationship. please God show me something because i am so close to just giving up. i am in love with this man. please.