Unsent Messages

i feel so stupid and silly for opening up so much and loving so hard, i look back and sometimes question if u were in love, idk. i think i know you loved me, i think i know you cared. your eyes looked like you were in love, other things seemed like you were in love. but sometimes i'm not so sure. i should've waited longer to open up. now you know all these things about me, i went from being head over heels in love with every single thing about you to us not talking anymore. for 5 months there wasn't a day i didn't talk to you. i should wait longer to let people in. i tried so hard for you, even though sometimes we were off and on, which was okay i understand, i still trusted you enough to tell you things in the span of 2 months i have never told anyone before, not even my friends of 12 years. but now it's over. i put so much of my trust into you, but it's okay. i just hope you see how hard i tried to do everything for you. thank you for teaching me i need to wait longer before i let people in. i'm
sorry i just needed to vent. no hard feelings. u probably won't find this.