i just want to be friends again. i can't help but look back at old videos and pictures i have of you STILL. you had such a huge impact on my life and you are my yellow. i'm so happy for you that you moved on and found happiness with another girl. she's really nice, pretty, and you two deserve each other. i've moved on but to no one new. every new guy that comes my way i feel like i'm betraying you somehow. idk. i'm exhausted of it and just want to find peace within myself. hopefully we can become friends again later this year. we have a class together so hopefully it goes well. love you
