hi one more. i'm stuck between whether this is on me because i'm a jealous bitch or if it's on u because no girl would want to date a boy who's in love with somebody else. i do feel that u gave her a lot of attention and i just wasn't comfortable with that. idk if this sounds bad but i pictured u cheating on me with her a lot. in my head u liked her more than u liked me but she rejected u so i was second best. this relationship is not one i would like to revisit in the future bc now ella is all i associate u with.