I am sorry. I wish you could know that our breakup had more to do with me and my mental state, it truly wasn't you. I hope I didn't ruin how you love so genuinely. I still think about how you were the first person to truly love me and I can never thank you enough for that. I am so sorry for hurting you but I think if we look past the pain we both know we aren't right for each other. We had a whirlwind romance that taught us so much. I'm sorry I realized it wasn't working first. I could have done better, I still hurt thinking I ever made you cry. I'm sorry you had to tell your friends and mom after saying I was the one. I hope you find a girl who can give you what I can't .