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it's just the way my personality is. i know u think u overthink and get jealous but believe me when i tell u it's nothing compared to the feelings i get. but u also don't understand what your friendship with her looks from my perspective. you used to like her, i dont think there was a single time since i met u that she wasn't either #1 or #2 on your bsf list. can't forget abt those saved messages that i accidentally saw when u scrolled up a lil too far. also u would randomly talk about her. this was before i mentioned that i was uncomfortable abt her to u, but still i mean it's the thought that counts. i sorta think there's a lot that could've happened to make this different but maybe i'm wrong and in the end we weren't ever going to work out anyways. no actually there was a lot that could have changed this. oh well, hopefully your next girl lives closer and doesn't mind the pretty girl bsf as much as i did. i'm so sorry for wasting your time and money. don't get me wrong i love u but don't wait for me bc on the off chance that i do come back, it'll only be as a friend and nothing more.