From: ABC
To: matmat
Date: January 15, 2021, 9:47 am
i’m so sorry, i hadn’t saw your message think until 4:37 am lol anyways um no problem but i do really love and care for you i hope you know that. i’m not sure if it’s in the way you want ? you telling me and stuff doesn’t make me uncomfortable so no worries. i just don’t want to do things like before if that makes sense. i would cry myself to sleep thinking i was a whore and i was so morally confused because i would never do that for someone else. but obviously i’m older now jokes aside i think i’ve changed as a person to know to not do that. i just really wish to respect your relationship and truly be a bestfriend to you. i think that having that mentality until well, um whenever haha would be good. but please don’t take this as me lying about what i said in that paragraph thingy i wrote everything was true. i just think now really having a bestfriend mentality is good. you can honestly just think of me as a boy if that helps. anyways ok this is too long lol i’ll make another thing hold up.