I can't stop thinking about you. I hate that I still have feelings for you when I was the one who said this wouldn't work. It sucks. I know it was the right decision, but it still sucks so much. And I can't say anything-- I don't want to hurt you, or confuse you. I know I already did. I still look forward to seeing you and hearing your voice, even though it's just over Facetime. I wish I could talk to you, but I don't even know where I would start. Would it even change anything?