Unsent Messages

ok so you weren't my first love but you were one of my closest friends. ive moved on the past month and you know sometimes i consider texting you but i know i cant you hurt me so badly, you treated me like i was some sorta kid, and although you would sometimes listen to my issues instead of comforting me or giving me advice you always turned it into your problems. and the thing that set me off completely that i needed to get away was the night of my break up when i was sobbing uncontrollably and couldnt breath and i called you at 11pm because i needed someone you ended up telling me you have feelings for me and ignored the fact that i said numerous times throughout the converstation that i wanted to kill myself and that i wanted to give up on life cause i was unworthy of love and after telling me "no you have people who love you" but then right after that i had to quickly stop crying and try to help you because you were explaining to me your anxiety was bad the past couple days. you were also extremely possesive of me and would constantly get mad if i hung out with someone new or someone else besides you and would also get mad if i wanted to call with my long distance bf or my other friends who i havent seen since the summer. anyways i still love you (platonically ofc) but our friendship wasnt healthy and i needed to get out of it im sorry if i hurt you but youve been hurting me for a while now.