From: ABC
To: Lindsey
i hope you’re doing well. i’m sorry for fucking things up between us. i just want the old us again. i’ve liked you since march, and the feelings still aren’t gone yet, although i know that you’ll never feel the same way about me. i’m sorry that our friendship is ruined, and i was a piece of shit. i love you, and i just now realize how good you were to me and how caring you were. please forgive me. i love you
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
you always knew that i was the one, and i guess you kinda screwed that up. i’ll always keep the open flame for you bc you were my hell, but at the same time you were also my heaven
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
you're a liar. you are untrustworthy. i lost my respect. you are fake. i'm still made. i wish i didnt try to keep the peace. fuck you.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I'm leaving for overseas and the only thing I am worried about is will you be there when I get back, I've loved you for a long time, TG
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I just wanna go home to see u but I feel like things won’t ever be the same. Right person, wrong time.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I hate you. So much it's almost unbearable. Fuck you. You made me go through some dark times and you didn't even give a damn about me. I knew you were fake deep down but my love for you blinded me completely. I wish I realized much sooner how much of a bitch you truly are.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
blue bc it’s your favorite color, or it was for so long. babe please keep fighting. you mean so much to me and so many other people. the world has so much to offer you. life will get better, i promise, it has before. i really hope you see this, i love you
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
ok so you weren't my first love but you were one of my closest friends. ive moved on the past month and you know sometimes i consider texting you but i know i cant you hurt me so badly, you treated me like i was some sorta kid, and although you would sometimes listen to my issues instead of comforting me or giving me advice you always turned it into your problems. and the thing that set me off completely that i needed to get away was the night of my break up when i was sobbing uncontrollably and couldnt breath and i called you at 11pm because i needed someone you ended up telling me you have feelings for me and ignored the fact that i said numerous times throughout the converstation that i wanted to kill myself and that i wanted to give up on life cause i was unworthy of love and after telling me "no you have people who love you" but then right after that i had to quickly stop crying and try to help you because you were explaining to me your anxiety was bad the past couple days. you were also extremely possesive of me and would constantly get mad if i hung out with someone new or someone else besides you and would also get mad if i wanted to call with my long distance bf or my other friends who i havent seen since the summer. anyways i still love you (platonically ofc) but our friendship wasnt healthy and i needed to get out of it im sorry if i hurt you but youve been hurting me for a while now.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
fuck you and your racist ass homophobic ass cheating ass body shaming ass friends. i fucking hate you. i wake up hating myself and go to bed doing the same because of you. i wasn’t insecure before you pointed shit out. i used to have normal eating. habits. now i eat once a day- because your words are stronger than you think. i fucking hate you.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
why did you replace me? what did i do wrong? why was i not enough? i miss you so much. i miss what we had
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
the people you are surrounding yourself with will not be there when shit goes wrong and now neither will i
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
i hate how much a part of me misses you. idk who u even are anymore. i miss who i knew.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I took the record u painted down. U tell ppl u don’t care, how can u not care?
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
i couldnt give up the hope for a long time, it’s not appealing anymore but i check here sometimes
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
What would it take for you to reach out to me first? Just this one time?
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I miss you, i really want you to come back. I want us to be better for eachother. I love you so much
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
We would’ve been happier together but in the end we are okay.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I miss u everyday. I know I said I never wanted to talk 2 u again but u didn’t even try 2 reach out
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
Everything always reminds me of you. Everything. I miss your laugh
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
1 year since we matched. i miss summer but i can never trust u again. confusing.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I didn’t recognize you on stage. And when I saw you up close, I froze. I panicked. I’m sorry.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I think I’m starting to fall in love with you again. I wish I hated what you hated.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I noticed the moment you stopped loving me, I pretended not to so I could enjoy our time left.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
you deserve the world and I wish I was the one who gave it to you
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
Our house hasn't felt like home since you left. I still think about you every day.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
i love walking with u at school. i wish we could be sumthin again
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I’m so sorry. I adore you and I tried to be everything you ever could have wanted.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I remember how much you used to say you love your friends. Apparently you never meant me.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I don’t know what I did wrong but I hope one day you can find it in yourself to forgive me. Miss you
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I wasn’t able to give you the love you deserved when we were together. Can we try again?
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I found what was left of that sloth plush. I hate that I wasnt enough 4 u, it’s 2 late now tho, imu.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I regret a lot of things. I’m sorry for treating you the way I did.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
am i still gay?? maybe a little in the back of my heart, but love translates in all kinds of ways
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I hope you still spray my cologne on the gengar and think of me. i miss you so deeply.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I’m sorry I couldn’t be better. I hope you’re happy now, bobo.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
I still have that birthday card you gave me when we were young, I’m so sorry I hurt you, I miss you
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
Are you content just never speaking again? Was everything you ever said a lie?
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
i write to you every night on here just so i don’t text you.
From: ABC
To: Lindsey
There still hasn’t been a day where you’ve left my mind. This is the one, I think we get it right