From: ABC
To: Jmaoa
Date: December 20, 2020, 8:01 am
Ik you’ll never see these but I’ve convinced myself you don’t love me and you never did. It’s what everyone in my life thought/told me and I reallyyyyy shoulda listened to them from the beginning. That’s the only way I can truly move on is by believing that. But it’s definitely true, you treated me like shit and a person that loves me would never even think about doing any of the stuff you did to me. You highkey broke me lol all I wanna do is sleep or disappear but I have no where to go. Getting high numbs the pain and the trauma Ig but somethings off. I go on drives legit all the time sometimes till 2 am by myself around route 9. Sometimes I cry sometimes I don’t but I just wanna go somewhere and disappear deadass but I’m stuck in my everyday life going through the motions and driving and passing by the same shit that now haunts me from that night. Lmao this is so long I’m so high