I feel so far away from you
My biggest fear was to live in a world where we didn't know each other, and it came true.
I know you're doing well and i'm happy for you, but im lost and empty inside...
i dont know about medical school anymore and i've really lost my way...i've been staying distracted with things that don't matter and give me temporary feelings of happiness. the person i love most is on earth and were not together and i cant seem to understand it. i'm moving on and i've learned to live without you. but i would do anything to go back to how we were. i dont feel anything. i'm not mad anymore, but i wish i was. i miss you and i want you. i always will