im so scared u will replace me when i move. im so sorry for everything and im trying to be better i really am. ik u will find someone who is better than me but im sorry for being selfish and trying to control u. u clearly dont like that and idk if u will ever feel the same way i do. ik u say u mean it when u love me but do you mean it? when we refer to "what we already have" ik u don't necessarily mean our friendship or that we have a relationship. i want u to say "i love you" in the same way i do. i might be in love w u and i think these anonymous messages are getting outta hand but i just hope u look back at them again and notice that it was me saying all this. i dont want it to be too late to tell u, i dont wanna be replaced,, i dont want what we have to be lost. i at least want the chance to kiss you one more time :/