you said we need to stop talking completly tonight. I want to do whats best for you but this hurts more than anything has ever hurt me in my entire life. you said we'll meet again but you and i both know we live 2,439 miles away. who knows i might just move up there just so we can have another chance. im going to miss you so fucking bad. I just have to keep telling myself you'll be home soon. i'll always love you