hey i havent spoken to you in a while, but i just want to say that i miss you. i miss you so much. i miss us being together, i miss us talking us even being in each others lives. at the start of this "thing" i was confused, no-one has liked me and wanted something like you did, i was unfazed but then i realised. i really felt loved and safe with you, im sorry i let my nerves and in-experience get in the way because i know if i were able to, we would be in a different spot to where we are now, or at least where i am. i miss your touch, your smile, the effort you put in to me whether it was a text, something you said or even just a small gesture. i know it was a long time, i knew i didn't put in half as much effort as you did but just know i regret every moment . everytime i see you my heart drops, memories come back and i wish it were different. i want to be yours, im ready. im sorry, about everything, for even wasting your time i was just un-sure if what you felt or what you wanted was real as i had never had someone want to be with me, or even like me, the way you did. i hope soon, or one day we could get back to that, start over.