Unsent Messages

you're the one who taught me what love was, how amazing it can be but also how it can kill you slowly. After everything we've been through, i never thought i could love you as much as i do right now. you're the person i've cried the most for, i gave you all i was and you just broke my soul into millions of pieces and the worst is that you didn't even seem to care about it. am i stupid for trusting you one more time? maybe i am, i dont really know. all my friends said that this was not a good idea, that i was going to end heartbroken one more time. and that could happen, but if it does i already know how to get over you and believe me when i say that if you hurt me one more time i'll completly forget about you, you will just be a part of my past that i have to learn from and a mistake i cannot repeat again. call me crazy but i still believe in us, i believe in a future together and doing all the things one day we said we would do. tell me you belive in it too, promise me to fight for us one more time. you are a good boy who has done bad choices. i'm not gonna just forgive you like nothing, i'm gonna help you learn from your mistakes so you won't make them again. and if finally this doesn't work out, i just wish happiness for you, you are such a wonderful boy and i know you'll find that person that makes you happy, the one you can be just yourself and forget about all the worries. I hope you find the crazyness i have and you need, i'll find the calm i'm missing. but not gonna lie i hope the person who makes you feel like that is me.