I really wish you never did that to me. I still regret everything and miss you even though it was all your own doing. You fucked with my head so you would have a distraction from your own shitty feelings and push them onto someone else. You never cared, it was all a game to you. But the difference is that I cared, and a little too much. I don’t love you, I don’t like you really. I miss what could’ve been before you ruined it. It’s taken me a year to understand fully why someone would do this. And the fact is, that you’re not a nice person. You’re selfish, damaging, ego-tistic and honestly a dirtbag. I don’t care about you like I once did.