i find myself writing about you. in my poetry, my songs, here. anywhere that reminds me of you, which unfortunately is almost everywhere. i long for the nights we spent laying in the summer fields stargazing. when we didn’t care about the passing cars or the wet grass underneath us. i miss the way you looked in the moonlight and our 3am 711 runs. i miss your laugh and your smile. i miss our friendship. i miss you j. why did you leave? especially when you knew i needed you the most. you hurt me all the time and yet you are the only person i want to be by my side when i fall. maybe that makes me stupid. stupid in love maybe. you’ll never see this but if you did, i need you.
white, for the moonlight we shared.