even now i smile when i think about you, you still make me happy and you still make me want to be alive and youre not here. the love i have for you is keeping me going, it always was because if i die theres a chance you will be sad and icant make you sad. so i gotta keep going. you made me so happy. i had never been happier in my whole life. i miss you. i miss calling. you make me the happiest person ever. i felt like i was the sun with you. i lvoe you