I'm so worried about your health, and every day it only gets worse. I really wish I could be there for you or do something, especially before it's too late. I'm right here but I really don't know what to do. I know you say that there isn't anything I can do, but I also know you're putting yourself last. I can't ask you to drop everything or put it on the back burner because we've had this discussion before and I know why you don't do that. Which is why I just really want to help.