You fucking hurt me but I still love you. I blocked you on everything trying to get you out of my mind but in the back of my head, it’s you. Our relationship wasn’t healthy and if we ever get back together it still won’t. Our age gap is one thing but you never really cared about me. Yes, you were pretty much there when I needed someone but then you just found someone else. It wasn’t even “I fell out of love, sorry”. You never loved me, did you? I was just your toy. Even though it hurts so fucking much I still would go back to you if I had the chance. Maybe it’s just the stupid naive me thinking but I really want you back. It hurts so much. I hope you’re happy though. Maybe we’ll never cross paths again but after everything maybe it’s for the best.