i feel guilty moving on i guess, because it just seems treacherous and im losing myself in the process when i had just found myself. ill be okay. so will you. the idea of us living seperate lives is so painful like god when you were talking about going to school in edin ding dong or wahtever i let out this like guttaral sob that i could never recreate because youre just. planning without me and like what if you go there and im in melbourne and just fuck man. please dont fall in love with someone else. please dont have anyone else