From: ABC
To: Hamish
Date: December 9, 2020, 8:56 pm
i wish i could say sorry again for how i acted and when i would say you hated me and shit but its how i felt and i know you didnt but im so fucking delicate i shouldnt have gotten in a relationship anyways because i know ihave to be babied because i overthink and i overthink and i overthink and i get so scared and worried and the abandonment issues come out but honestly everyone ive ever had has abandoned me so at this point i dont think its like in my head abandonment issues like its just what happens. i miss you i dont even care that you wont date me again like obvjiously thats one of the things i care about the very most and it hurts more than i can handle but like i love you and i miss you and where are you and i watch your snapscore go up lol like a freak and i sit there and wonder how you can talk to other people and dont talk to me anymore. did you care at all? you did, you had to of cared i dont know how anyone oculd fake it but how are you moving on. im still your girl