black isnt even the color i associate with you what i didnt even read the instructions. i dont know what i associate, like.. my favorite colors. i associate everything i love with you, i always have. you made me love music more than i ever did before, love playing it. you gave me so much life and its slipping away again back into how it was and it hurts so bad i miss you so much i wish i could text you and ask you stupid questions again and i wish you would send me dumb ass dax flame videos or whatever and you'd laugh that really hearty laugh that i really love when you laugh so hard you lose your breath i love it so much so fucking much it is the best. its the best. id do anything to get you back. anything