i didn't mean it in a friend way, and i think you know that. i already knew you don't feel the same way back so i hope this doesn't make things awkward. i want to make it crystal clear that i haven't said this to try to pressure you into anything, i just need time to readjust and i hope that's fine. i'm still super glad that we're talking again. if it makes you uncomfortable i completely understand, i want you to decide the boundaries of this friendship so if i already passed them just ghost me again please.