you’re coming back. i knew deep down you would but i let everyone else sway me to believe it was impossible for you to want me. i pray you give my closure this time and you don’t hurt me again. i really like you but i’m scared. i’m not scared to admit it, or even act on it, but im scared of getting back in that awful spot i was in when you left. i wasn’t myself, i felt so low. and even the highest thrill that you give me isn't worth that.