Remember when you said if I keep bottling things inside I’ll die. That day might be sooner than you think. I’m not the same person you met I don’t recognize myself anymore. It’s like every day is fake every emotion every move I hate it. As far as you, you’re the one who know me the best but in the end wanted me physically harmed. It made me feel like you never loved me because I have done a lot to you and I apologize for that because I was young mentally destroyed and so many other things. But I would never want to see you in pain intentionally and that’s what you showed me that day. I saw you at Walmart and I became scared. The reason why I never came back it’s because you scare me. I no longer felt safe.