i looked at you like you were the sun to my moon , i began to worship you . i began to put you before me . no ones happiness mattered more to me then yours . but you didn’t even give me half ... i thought that when you posted my nudes i’d finally be over you . i’d finally hate you , like i should . but i didn’t ... i pitied you . most of all i pitied me because i still loved you. loving you drove me insane ... loving you made me hate myself . after you left i crawled into a deep hole . a dark one . i am just now two years later getting out of it . i forgive you for everything but most of all i still love you.