i miss you so bad. even though you hurt me i would do anything to get you to come back. you were and still are my first love. i dont know what i did wrong. why wasnt i enough for you? why did you not want me anymore? and if you dont want me why do you keep running back to me then cheat and leave me? i didnt do anything to deserve that. you just know you have me wrapped around your finger so everytime your bored you text me and make me fall in love again. then you just hurt me. at first you were such a loving boy and then i seen your true colors. you bodyshamed me and called me so many names. yet i forgave you and always will forgive you:/ i want my sweet and loving boy back again. i love you tanner and i dont think i will ever stop loving you.
