Unsent Messages

When we first me I considered you just some weird and shy new guy in a new class. Little did I know that you would be come one of the biggest parts of my little life ever. I was so fucking stupid back then omg. I ignored all of the little signs and flirts you gave me when we were becoming friends. All of my friends and even my parents pointed that out that they thought you liked me. Later to find out you did, and I would end up falling for you as well. I am so sorry that ignored everything and made you feel friend-zoned. At first I thought of you as just a friend but I had no idea I would fall for you at the same time as you were trying to get over me. If I could go back to the past and fix this I would (trust me I would). But then again, I don't know if I would want to. Although we totally could have dated if we wanted to back then, if something would have happened to us, our friendship would have been gone. I love you and care about you so much, I don't want to lose you. I'm scared to tell you now but I do still like you, and I have been trying to get over you for the past couple of months. I think that's why I caught feelings. I didn't want to fall for my guy best friend but it happened. I still love you as a friend I miss you so much. If you are reading this some how, please just know I love you so much, and I never wanted to end up like this. All I need is to know one thing. Do you still like me? Do you think there is a chance that we could get together? Maybe not now, but ever? And if not, please just let me down easy. You don't even know how much you and our friendship means to me, all I want in the world is to know we will stay best friends and everything will be okay.
Love you best friend. Brooke