i wish that you would truly understand how i feel. i try to talk to you but you just say that i am fine. like yeah lol i am fine actually thank you SO MUCH for that lol. i’m trying not to kms here because i am slowly losing you to her and i can’t have and or let that happen because at this point you are all i have left after losing him and you are the only thingy keeping me here today. yet i just do not have enough of the energy that i need to keep our friendship going. i am trying my best but i just want you to understand. i love you. i just want things to go back to how they used to be. when you were nice r to me and actually cared about me. i love you.