From: ABC
To: Bel
Date: January 7, 2021, 2:40 am
I’m sorry that you feel like I don’t love you. I don’t know how else to show it to you. I send you paragraphs to wake up to. I tell you all the time that I love you just out of the blue. I ask you lots of questions all the time because I need reassurance that YOU love ME because I’m overthinking. I constantly have to remind myself that the reason you don’t give me enough reassurance is because your mental health isn’t there and you’re focusing on yourself and your well-being. I feel like deep down you love me but right now it seems like you aren’t able to show it to me in our somewhat long distance relationship. Sometimes I feel like it would be best for both of our health to go on a break but I don’t want to at the same time. When we are together to me it feels amazing but the time in between is so hard. I really don’t know what to do :(