hey justin, i know youre not going to see this but deep down i hope you do. i miss you so much, i miss having you around even as just a friend to talk to. i miss our long facetimes we'd used to have and i miss the way you would talk to me. i miss the way you loved me and even if it wasn't the best, it was still my first and ill always remember that. i just wish i could talk to you sometimes you know, god i wish i could go back a year ago. all i want is a text, a text asking to catch up or just anything from you. im sorry things had to end the way they did and i wish they hadnt. ill love you always and forever j.