From: ABC
To: meredith
Date: November 14, 2020, 6:41 am
today i saw a post addressed to "g". it said that they were falling in love despite only recently starting to date and i know it probably was not from you to me, but it made me get butterflies anyway so i know we have something... and then tonight i took a shower and in ICU phoebe bridgers sang "i hate your mom..." and i suddenly felt like she was narrating my life. when phoebe bridgers starts to narrate my relationships i know something is either going really wrong or really right and with u i think it is going really right. i just want to take you to longwood gardens and kiss you in the freezing cold on those stairs covered by the big trees. i want to lay down on the couch and cuddle and watch a movie. i just want simple things that we have never let ourselves have before. neither of us have no idea how to be in love but i want to figure it out with you. even if the message was not from you to me, and if you never see this, i needed to put it out there how i feel.
