Unsent messages to MEREDITH
From: ABC
To: meredith
I wish you knew how much I want you to be happy and how much it pains me to know you don't want the same for me
From: ABC
To: meredith
ur really there for me all the time and i will never regret meeting u. u apologize so much and i dont know why, but it'll never be a bad thing, i promise you that. ur v cool. thank you, m. :)
From: ABC
To: meredith
today i saw a post addressed to "g". it said that they were falling in love despite only recently starting to date and i know it probably was not from you to me, but it made me get butterflies anyway so i know we have something... and then tonight i took a shower and in ICU phoebe bridgers sang "i hate your mom..." and i suddenly felt like she was narrating my life. when phoebe bridgers starts to narrate my relationships i know something is either going really wrong or really right and with u i think it is going really right. i just want to take you to longwood gardens and kiss you in the freezing cold on those stairs covered by the big trees. i want to lay down on the couch and cuddle and watch a movie. i just want simple things that we have never let ourselves have before. neither of us have no idea how to be in love but i want to figure it out with you. even if the message was not from you to me, and if you never see this, i needed to put it out there how i feel.
From: ABC
To: meredith
i'm so sorry that i broke you the way that i did. you were so happy, and you still deserve to be happy, but i fucked it all up. i miss you, the way you were, when you felt comfortable in your own skin and had friends that didn't make you feel like shit. sincerely, the older you.
From: ABC
To: meredith
You were moving.. What was I supposed to do? I still sometimes think 'what if'...
From: ABC
To: meredith
You deserve so much better than him. I wish I could be there for you
From: ABC
To: meredith
i’ve been dreaming about you a lot lately. not a day that goes by that i don’t think about you.
From: ABC
To: meredith
I’ve heard that you’ve apologized to a lot of people, but why not me? I try not to care but.. ouch
From: ABC
To: meredith
I hope you don’t forget all the times we would talk about everything
From: ABC
To: meredith
i wish we didn’t suffocate each other, i miss u. pls talk to me
From: ABC
To: meredith
What will you do without your favorite craft store? I think about you almost every day.
From: ABC
To: meredith
I miss my mer bear. I’m so sorry.
I’ll always love you.
From: ABC
To: meredith
Not sure if you think about me as much as I think about you, but I hope we can talk more soon.
From: ABC
To: meredith
I love u so much pretty girl thanks for being the best gf I could ask for I would do anything for u
From: ABC
To: meredith
if i could i would go back to 7 th grade with you i miss that more then anything
From: ABC
To: meredith
maybe in another lifeline you arent a undeserving person with no respect for other people’s feelings
From: ABC
To: meredith
i think about you all the time. do you still think about me?
From: ABC
To: meredith
If only you would love me like I do you, the life that I planned for us in my head could be reality
From: ABC
To: meredith
I got those heart flutters again tonight. It took everything in me to not kiss you
From: ABC
To: meredith
Miss when you used to compliment my outfits and how cool I was… guess you were alright too :(
From: ABC
To: meredith
i'm waiting for the right time to tell you that i'm in love with you.
From: ABC
To: meredith
I would do many things differently if we could start over again. I’ve made a mess of us. I’m sorry
From: ABC
To: meredith
it's wild how you taught me so much about how to be in relationship and then ended ours so coldly
From: ABC
To: meredith
please don’t forget about me. i miss our cats i miss our life. i miss my home
From: ABC
To: meredith
I wish I could move on. I still see a happy future with you. I failed you and should've done more
From: ABC
To: meredith
In another life, we get married and live in an eternal golden hour. How I love you. I always will.
From: ABC
To: meredith
I just want you happy whether it’s with me, someone else, or finally happy with yourself
From: ABC
To: meredith
I'm jealous that you get to live away from where we made all these memories :(
From: ABC
To: meredith
If you told the truth, and that was the reason, I'm sorry. If not, then I know the truth. I love you
From: ABC
To: meredith
we were incredible. please reach out to me if you’re ready because i can’t move on
