From: ABC
To: shen
Date: October 26, 2020, 10:49 am UTC
nakita ko yung msg mo, idk but i had the urge to open unsent msg so i did. u don't have to say sorry for giving up, siguro napagod ka na rin to work things out. ik i'm difficult to handle so thankyou for handling me well for a whole yr hahaha, i tried to stop you by reassuring u na you're all i need kasi ayun lang yung kaya kong gawin, i don't wanna force u to be with me just to lose yourself someday. oo magulo ako sa mga bagay na gusto ko sa buhay, hindi ako sigurado. pero one thing i'm sure is i need you. sinabi ko lang yung thoughts ko about sa future na i've dreamt of but i never said that i don't wanna spend the rest of my life with you. pero ayunnn, ayoko na rin sigurong iforce yung mga bagay bagay, siguro hindi pa talaga 'to yung right time para sating dalawa :)) i also want u to be happy and siguro i'm also getting in the way para maachieve mo yun :)) so ayun ig i'm letting you go. don't blame yourself for giving up on us, tandaan mo lang na u did everything u could. mahal na mahal kita okiii? be safe alwaysss. msg ka lang kapag want moo ket di ako masyadong active makikita q naman eon pag napadpad ako ulit. you'll always be my homeee and my greatest love. i love you.
ps: oki na pakiramdam ko onting rest nalang :)) u take care and abt sa ticket, use it naaa kahit hindi ako ying kasama mo as long you're happy. malay moo diba kapag natuloy na yung concert, you'll go there with your mahiwaga :))