Unsent Messages

You are someone who changed my life, and I will never ever be able to forget you. An unrequited love, one that stayed quiet, you showed me friendship is sometimes the only option and that’s okay. The things I’ve done I did because of an ugly love, one that was hard and new and impossible, but always felt like it was just a step in front of me. If I could change the way I had treated you then I would..it’s hard to see the person you love go in an unhealthy way and I wish I did things differently. I will always remember our adventures, stupid and loud, I will always remember how we could sit for hours in a dark room and talk. There were some things that helped, but I could never get bored of hearing your thoughts and learning more about you. We’ve done so much together, and as time goes on I know I will always keep some of that love for you. You were my first, after all