yk how C said to me the other day that it was partially my fault? that's what shes doing to you. she's had these problems for years, before what she did. she never had a reason before, it was just how she felt - which made her feel hopeless. but after forcing you to talk about everything, she now has someone to blame - other than herself. you did not do this to her. she has full control over what she chooses to do. you never even acted out against her, as much as she deserves it. so who the fuck does she think she is, making the most forgiving and kind person blame themselves?