i know i wanted to break contact but today has been so fucking hard. i'm so sorry - coming from someone who made that mistake too many times, he doesn't deserve you. he promised he'd be different to the others, n he promised to protect you - he's not worth it. you're a really forgiving person so i won't be surprised if you give him another chance, but you just need to think - how many chances can you give to someone that won't change?