From: ABC
To: danster
Date: December 19, 2020, 2:07 am
I'm so in love with you man, it's insane and I just feel weird, idk like I know you have a girlfriend and I know you love her and are in love with her and I'm happy for you I am, but I'm just, I don't know dude I love you I'm still in love with you and I know you probably never saw me in that light at all and just did it for me but god I would do anything to have you back in that way and be loved like that again, my heart is so different now, I don't feel alive anymore, I just feel constantly dead and cold and my emotions are at a void, but It's always gonna be me here for you until the end of time, I wanna watch you live a good life and have a family even if it's not with me ya know? also speaking of, you said that you see yourself with me in the future and I hope you mean like soon bc it seems like you're just saying that and then later on you do contradict that and I'm so confused I know it will suck but like you gotta choose one or the other, but anyways I'm sorry this got kinda selfish um but yeah