I'm sorry I really do know how hard it is. There hasn't been a single night I have fallen asleep before 3 a.m. at the least. I wish for all of that and more but we both know how bad we fucked up.. and unfortunately I don't know if anything will ever happen again. It kills me to know that but I know you are strong and will be okay in time. It's not that I wouldn't join, because I definitely would want too. I just really hope that you are okay even after everything that happened and even after the other day I really just hope the best for you. I hope you can fall asleep and have sweet dreams. Goodnight and just in case no one told you today, you are beautiful.