I wish I never fell in love with you. I wish you never told me you liked me back. I wish you would have told me you weren't ready. I wish you wouldn't have kissed me. I regret having sex with you. I regret taking your jackets. I regret making songs for you. I regret writing letters for you. I regret giving you my entire heart. I wish you would have just forgotten about me. I wish you would hate me. I wish you would trust me. I wish you would understand. I wish you hadn't moved on so fast. Because i'm stuck. And you're smiling like you always did. You're happy. I'm supposed to be happy for you right? so why can't i be. Please just hurt me over and over again.