Unsent Messages

And maybe I do not know how you feel about me nor what it is you want from me. But here is what I do know. I know that I still love you. And that I have loved you every moment, whether we were together or apart I have loved you with ever best of my chest and ever breath I have taken in and released I have loved you. And maybe it is foolish of me to love you but I do. And I think that in-spite of everything that has happened between us I have not loved you any less. Because even if you struggle expressing how you feel or struggle with your own demons I continue to love you. Even why you told me the deepest and darkest secrets of your heart I only learned to love you more. There was never any doubt in my mind that I loved you. It didn’t matter how much you had or how much you didn’t have because I loved you. It didn’t matter that you weren’t perfect because it only made me love you more for ever inch and every part of you that was not perfect. And even when the darkness hit and you found yourself drowning in your thoughts I loved you so much that I pushed you to find your way out of the darkness because that is what you do when you are in love. You push the people you love to be the best that they can be. You believe in them and they make you believe in you. You are not perfect nor do I expect you to be but for a second I wish you could love me as much as I love you. For a second I wish you could see the way I love you.