From: ABC
To: Mario
Date: January 14, 2021, 11:33 am
I wish I didn’t care about you anymore. I wish I could forget about you the way you so easily seem to forget about me. I wish I would stop worrying about or wondering about how you are or what you’re up to. I wish I was like you, I wish I could so easily forget about the person I love. But I can’t. Or maybe you still cannot forget about me either. I do not wish to assume but with the little words you speak to me I have no other choice but to do just that. Yet I will never find the answers to my questions because those can only be answered by your lips. Sometimes I want to scream into the void and beg for you to let me into your world, the one you seem so trapped in that you cannot even gift me a few minutes of your time to tell me how you are doing. I don’t know what to think but I find myself thinking way too much.