137-145) I know it sounds awful but you were the worst thing to ever happen to me but also the best. Love with you was different than how it feels with him. I want you back some days but others I wish I could erase what we had. It hurts sometimes, to remember that you’re out there somewhere.I’m still thankful for what we had. I guess it’s always true love at 16 huh. -still forever yours baba