Unsent Messages

I had some thoughts at work the other day. You made me feel really safe whenever you'd say that I was the best partner you've had and that you weren't going to let me go. I really wanted to meet your family. Not the ones that you hate but the ones that you care about. Like your niece, cousin, and grandma. Those are the only ones I know about. Also, I do remember their names I just didn't think it was a good idea to say them here. But I wanted to meet them. I wanted them to look at us and to know me and be able to think, "They're together? Alex is going to be ok." I know that sounds like I'm full of myself and puts you down as someone who needs saving but that's not what I intend. I wanted them to see how much I care about you and how I didn't want to ever leave you. How you could never push me away. Idk, I miss you. I love you. Please come home PoohBear.